Saturday, November 13, 2010

We met at the end of January, and started to hang out a lot.. we would walk to our English class together, and then before both going to P.E. we would go to his locker. This routine continued until the end of that semester. We talked all day everyday, constantly texted and were always talking. We never ran out of thing's to talk about, it was like we were soul mates. We didn't have feelings for eachother, but we were the best of friends. Everytime I could talk to him I was happy. He could always make me laugh or smile, even in the midst of a fight. I remember our first fight, was when my other bestfriend had told me he'd said something bad about me, and I confronted him about it. I asked him about it and he told me he had been kidding and then said "to tell you the truth, there isn't one bad thing I could say about you." I think that`s when I started feeling different towards him. He made my heart beat a little faster, and made me smile so much wider. Everything was fine, great actually. I Loved every moment I spent with him, :) and then when the semester ended, and after our last provincial, thing's were weird.. we stopped talking completely, i'd text him and wouldn't get a reply, and then one night, one night in July, I texted him asking why we hadn't talked, keep in mind I was drunk during this, and I told him I liked him which caused a shit load of problems. We didn't talk again until october 30th where I was talking to his bestfriend and we talked about how we could try and be friends again, and he told me to text him the next day when I was sober, so I did, and he said he'd think about it. Think about what? I still don't know, we haven't talked, I re added him on facebook because I had previously deleted him, but he ignored that. I honestly don't know whats going on with us or if we'll ever be friends again, but I really hope we will be, Cause I miss him a lot :(